03- 20-14

So I’ve been seeing one local commercial featuring this girl, Niecy Cerise, who’s a wannabe actor.  I was talking to her three years ago, and three years ago she’d said that by now, or two years later, she would be in Hollywood, NYC, or Stamford, CT. Of course she’s still living in New London, and doing LOCAL commercials as always, lol. Look, it’s been about three years since you made such claims and you were claiming to leave CT for good. Oh, well, I guess nobody really cares for your so-called talent, right, Niecy? I don’t really take people who are either in or trying to get into the entertainment industry seriously.  I just don’t think they can hold their own when it comes to their dreams and lies. I can remember her mentioning to me that she was the ”overachiever”  in the family, but, I mean come on, man. Going to a community college does not make you an overachiever. If anything, you’re a slacker for lack of better words. I don’t consider someone who went to community college an overachiever, lol. She was a late bloomer, choosing to get into acting in her mid to late 20s and now she’s in her early 30s, when does she think she’ll get her chance?? She wasn’t photogenic enough for some head shots. She took some pretty bad pictures for her so-called portofolio. Half of the time when I was seeing her, her hair wasn’t even done.  She looked like a wombat most of the time she was with me. I remember one time her hair was so messed up I was embarrassed to be around her, much less walk next to her.  She probably still lives with her mother and probably drives the same sh*tty car paying more than she’s making doing her “work”. I don’t know what in the world compelled her to think or even believe that she’s an overachiever. She’s practically broke as a joke and she doesn’t even take care of herself. It’s no wonder she didn’t care if I shaved or not. She’s didn’t take care of her looks too often herself, so it figures she wouldn’t care what I did with my face. It already bothered me that she was working at a spa, but she was also not established (working at a spa doesn’t make you established, sorry) enough to even have a man in her life. If anything she’s convincing at making someone dumb enough who will not see through her bullsh*t, because that’s what it is: BULLSH*T!!!!. I know that I’m pretty much higher in caliber to most of her former boyfriends because I know damn well she’s made mistakes in her relationship decisions. I’m sure I was good enough for her. I mean I was very “intoxicating” so that must mean something to the point of being unable to stay away. That or she’s a real lush who needs AA in her life. Anyways, I thought her little commercial was funny because for someone who’s worked so hard to get somewhere in the acting industry, she sure was put in the back burner. I mean, the f**king store worker for the local commercial had more face time than her. Where does she want to start explaining to me what went wrong. She’s supposed to be up front and center, right? The only way you could her face was when she was facing a TV screen for which the sneakers were being analyzed. Even then it wasn’t clear enough to recognize her.  I thought it was pathetic that she still is trying to break into acting. Most of her movies are directed by dudes who can’t direct and probably just want to f**k k her.  She’s too naïve to even question their motives. I remember one director was all up in her a** until he found out that I was seeing her. Even some preachy motherf**ker who had interviewed her on this wack ass local show was all up in her a** until she mentioned going out with me. Oh, yeah, there were flirts and shit until they found out she was dating someone. I guess she still thinks that she’s got some type of acting talent. When you are that gullible, it’s easy to get caught up in nonsense that the wannabe directors tell you. None of her movies are good, they all pretty much suck, but she’s still on some trip as though she’s got talent. I don’t know, but whatever. She was too much and her stupid sh*t got on my nerves and I guess I just sabotaged our relationship (or lack thereof) so I could find me a real woman with an actual concrete reality to deal with. Not some no-talent-having broad with dreams of going nowhere. Good luck Niecy Cerise. You’re going to need it as you enter the casting couch, but then again, you’re not even photogenic enough for directors to consider you as an object of affection for a leading actor, lol…you’re just not Hollywood beautiful. You’re more Hollywood ugly if anything. So I would tread lightly as you might drown fast, sweetie.  You’re not Hollywood material, and as much as you would like to deny that you don’t want to be part of that crowd, you sure as hell are working as though you do want to be there.