04-01-14

Happy April Fools, everybody

recipes to look up

 

three bean salad:

 

1/2 cp kidney beans

1/2 cp wax beans

1/2 cp green beans

dressing: look up online

 

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tomato and basil salad:

2 cpsTomato

1 Sprig of basis

1 Tablespoon of olive oil

1 Tablespoon of vinegar

 

            One thing I’ve learned since leaving the public dole is: in order to make money, you have to spend money. You don’t get anything for free without a caveat.

            So, John Rowland’s gotten into hot water again. He should lose his radio show, but his fans love him to death and still claim he was the best governor to ever come out since Ella Grasso, who happened to be a democrat. He was the worst governor who couldn’t balance the budget even if it was in rudimentary math, yet he’s got all of these “great ideas” coming out of his mouth now that he’s out of office. What a prick. Sure, act like you can do a great job. Why don’t you try running for governor again? The thing is that you make yourself look good on paper and on radio, but you’re really aren’t and were not a great governor.

7: 52am

BP: 116/87                                                                                                                             Rate: 81

Temp 97.7

OMFG, the nerve of this prick telling me that a cell phone owned by one of the facility’s workers was better than his “state phone” what the fuck? When the fuck did the state start issuing phones to people? are you fucking kidding me? This fucking moron was complaining about a free phone? I should’ve bitch-slapped his ass. motherfucker had some nerve to complain.  I swear these fucking parasites are a pain in the fucking ass. I can’t stand how they get away with shit like that. this punk motherfucker was able-bodied and everything. He’s a fucking volunteer at this facility, it’s not like he’s injured or handicapped. I swear these assholes get on my fucking nerves when they complain about the shit they get for free.  If I were to run for any type of office I would run as an independent and then make my policies more libertarian than anything because I think that all of us deserve to be free of government involvement at all costs. I may not be completely republican, but I have an understanding of what their core values are about. The minute you take anything from the government, there’s always a caveat to it. For all I know he’s limited to what he can do with the phone. I don’t care for that shit because I think that if I paid for my s hit I should not be limited to shit if I am paying for such conveniences. When my mom got food stamps, we were limited to what we bought, and that was only food, not clothes nor stuff like electronics. And when it came to the WIC program, there were certain cereals you could buy alone, and they weren’t favored by anybody in the ghetto. They all were non-sugary shit like Total. I like Total though, so to me it was nothing to have for breakfast. There were people I used to work with in the public sector, who, even though they had a fucking job, still took WIC checks. They would brag about the sugary shit they would get. They didn’t realize how much of a contribution they were making towards diabetes being in their future.  so in reality, they weren’t getting away with shit, they were just killing themselves and they didn’t even know it. They make it look like they don’t know why they have Diabetes, but all they have to do is look at themselves in the mirror and blame themselves for their stupid behavior. I’m starting to realize that doing wrong isn’t always going to work no matter how slick you think you are at getting away with it. It eventually catches up to you sooner or later, if not in consequences, then in health or consciousness. I say consciousness because it does get passed down to your offspring if you think you’re doing anything wrong. If you ever wanted to have a good child, you won’t because of the shit you did when you were younger. It comes back to bite you in the ass sooner or later and you should just get used to that. I have seen friends whose children grow up to be assholes and disrespect them, etc. they don’t realize that their kids are emulating them, but if you were to bring that up, they will go off on you with their ghetto attitudes. This happened to Tanya Wright, Iris, & Fredricka Rose (I’m sure her kids will be all fucked up as adults, that is for sure)…these ghetto hoes either abandoned their kids or were too selfish to pay full attention to their kids. Running around like a hot ass fucking dudes left and right, acting like they have no responsibilities all the being over 30s

            3:04 pm

so today I was told, “I know you want to leave on Thursday, but can we make it Friday?”then began to give me some bullshit about it taking weeks and weeks before they could approve my leave. Then this bitch asks “how do you plan on leaving here” and I was under the impression that I was going to be sent home by them.  Now this rubbed me the wrong way.  . when I was scheduled last Thursday for an exit on this Thursday.  This wasn’t scheduled a couple of weeks ago, it was scheduled last week, when I was spoken to . Well, I don’t believe her so I’m not buying that shit.

Her bullshit excuse leads me to believe that:

A.  Trinity is trying to get an extra $500 from me to stay here

B. she’s too lazy to arrange my departure. Now if you want to act like you don’t want to do some extra work. Then, you will have to think about that before I get pissed off.

I’m thinking the former is happening, because she pulled that shit on another resident and he even told me that they extended his stay an extra four days because they needed to complete a whole month’s fee for the insurance company. I can tell when someone is trying to take extra money from me or my insurance company. I’m not going to stay until Friday so Thursday I am leaving whether this bitch likes it or not.

I AM NOT paying for a fucking cab to take me home. Let the insurance company pay for it because I’m not going to pay no $500 for no fucking ride when I could just take the cab, and if I have to take the cab, then I’m taking it on Thursday, when I initially wanted to leave, not no fucking Friday, OK, Chelsea? This broad must be crazy.

See, when it comes to money, a lot of people get funny with you. They want to charge you for every fucking thing you do at their facility. You take a dump, there’s a charge for that, you buy some bandages, there’s a charge for that too. Not only is there a charge, but the bandages are way more expensive than bandages at CVS, where I can get them at a lower price. I am not trying to pay no motherfucking $500 to stay here an extra fucking day, bitch. Now you’ve gotten on my fucking nerves. This is when you don’t get along with administrators. I doubt I ever did get along with them, because it’s all about business to them.  That excuse about it taking weeks for them to rearrange for me to leave was bullshit, I mean really?  Then why the fuck did you give me a date a week earlier. They’re trying to take me for a fool, because I’ll be damned if all of a sudden they’re acting like they’re state run. This is a private company so I’m nog falling for this.  They could tell me that the sky was going to turn grey and they can’t manage to get me home so soon, and I’d have to take it in stride. pulled the same shit on another resident.  I’m not trying to have that, so I will take the cab home. I will have no other choice but to do this, because they are treating me like someone they don’t give a fuck about. I’m sorry, but I’m taking my ass home on Thursday. I will come up with my appointment being on Friday and so I can’t afford to stay here until Friday. I will tell her early so that I can go out and get me some money for my leave on Thursday morning, not in the afternoon. I hope I can leave that early because I really don’t want to be here that much longer.  This bitch must be fucking crazy, and I’ll be damned if I’m taken for a chump. I’m going to leave on Thursday and that’s it. My therapists say that I’m good to go and I feel like I’m already set to go home so I’m going home earlier than thought. Hell, I could probably go back to work as soon as I get home, but I’m going to milk the FMLA thing for a bit longer so I can get better and see If I can use

4:50pm

145/84

I know,  I know,b ut my blood pressure is up because I am getting heated the more I think about the shit they just pulled on me. The C.N.A. that just took my blood pressure just asked why I keep getting my blood checked when I’m doing fine, which is yet another thing that seems off, because she would know if things like this are weird as she’s worked here for a while and is a professional. This is when you make friends with the people who work for the Administrators. I swear these administrators are acting shady as fuck, but are sloppy about it. I’m not that damn dumb. I can walk my ass out of here if I wanted to get out. I could even take off by using the emergency exit, but I will see what this bitch says to me tomorrow after I leave therapy, because I am good. I don’t feel any pain when I walk on my “bad” foot and I am having more discomfort than anything so I am not trying to be here no longer than fucking Thursday. I hope to leave by then because I’ll be damned if I’m still here after that day.

OK, so after talking to my girl, I will agree that staying until Friday will be the thing to do. I wasn’t guaranteed Thursday anyways, so Friday I will be leaving. No need to make a big fuss. I just got my mail after it being out for about two weeks. I am going to have to talk to the lady from Human Resources because she never really faxed the information to the healthcare center.  When I’d spoken to the social worker, I’d asked her if she’d received my information. She did not but said that she said she was going to fax Trinity information on my situation for FMLA or whatever. I don’t know what’s going on, but it’s starting to piss me off now. I can’t be dealing with all of these fuck ups of which I’m not to blame for. I mean, what the hell. Why do I find out NOW that I had 15 days to claim Family Medical Leave if I was sent that shit to my actual address and not where I’m staying. Are you telling me that I have to start work on Monday morning?

            Whoa, I just saw a story about a black kid who just got offered to go to Harvard, Yale, Dartmouth, and five other Ivy League schools. His family’s from Ghana, and he got a 2250 on his SATs. Talk about breaking stereotypes. Love it when something like this happens. See what happens when you give people a chance to prove themselves. For a very long time,  White people were thought to be the smartest people in the world they still are viewed as such, but now we have latinos and blacks breaking them stereotypes because of being given a chance, and  that’s awesome. I am just wowed over this. Of course I’m going to find people saying that he’s smart because he’s not African American, he’s plain ol’ African, much like Obama is.

            If there’s one thing I learned from life,  it’s to never trust anybody, not even people who act friendly around you, those are the first ones to hit you up on the sly. I swear a lot of people in here are just that, slick ass people who say sweet shit to make you befriend them, only to fuck around and stab you in the back when you entrust them when you start trusting them.