So, today, I did some yoga, and I can tell you right now that I am out of shape. I have a gut that doesn't quit and I'm just praying that my workouts give me some type of relief because my meds are keeping me fat as all fucking hell. anyways. I am  hopeing to get rid of all of this fat by dieting and pretty much living the life that I ignored due to the meds, which wasw being more active and eating/ cooking healhtier. I am pretty much done with dating and I don't really care to talk to any woman about anything until I feel like I am comfortable with myself around a female. All of the broads I've dealt with lately are either ghetto or just plain fat or stupid. I have my standards, and I'm not going to forgo them just because I want some pussy. I can't just fuck a girl anymore. I have to get to know them because of the STDs that are around. having caught some of the bacterial shit, I'm not trying to risk my life and having Sarcoidosis doesn't help either. Most of the broads I've talked to just get on my nerves after a while.