So, today, I did some yoga, and I can tell you right now that I am out of shape. I have a gut that doesn't quit and I'm just praying that my workouts give me some type of relief because my meds are keeping me fat as all fucking hell. anyways. I am  hopeing to get rid of all of this fat by dieting and pretty much living the life that I ignored due to the meds, which wasw being more active and eating/ cooking healhtier. I am pretty much done with dating and I don't really care to talk to any woman about anything until I feel like I am comfortable with myself around a female. All of the broads I've dealt with lately are either ghetto or just plain fat or stupid. I have my standards, and I'm not going to forgo them just because I want some pussy. I can't just fuck a girl anymore. I have to get to know them because of the STDs that are around. having caught some of the bacterial shit, I'm not trying to risk my life and having Sarcoidosis doesn't help either. Most of the broads I've talked to just get on my nerves after a while.

this crazy bitch must think I'm stupid pulling the shit that she has been pulling for the past month or so.

Moreen

So, I bumped into this girl I used to talk to, Moreen(or Maureen, the spelling wasn't even correct for all I know) She was at this Supermarket that I frequent, and she decided to talk to me. I didn't even recognize her, though I thought I'd seen her, but wasn't sure. Anyways, she was talking to me like she gave a damn about me. I didn't really care to talk to her so I just gave her small talk as we all do with people you don't want to have a confrontation with. I realized then that she's not all that great looking, because the girl I'm talking to is waaaaaaay better looking, AND has a great personality,  :).......anyways, after we said what we said I kept it moving. Yes, I have to document this, because it was interesting to see her after not hearing from her for so long. I mean, why even talk to me except to save face? I didn't care to talk to her, but she recognized me after not talking to me or even seeing me for a very long time. Anyways, she went her way and I went mine. I don't get why women act as though they have to talk to you like they need to explain some shit that they forgot to do. It was just funny seeing her and she doesn't look all that great when you compare her to her photos online. Anyways, that is a bit of what I wanted to talk about. I liked her a while ago, but after no contact, do you REALLY think I'm going to stick around? just leave me the fuck alone, bitch. I'm not into your dumbass anymore so you can keep it moving. If you see me again, just leave me the fuck alone. I don't need you and you already indicated that you don't need me, so whatever. I find it funny that she wanted to talk to me after ignoring for what seems like months. I find someone who makes me happy, and I have to bump into this bitch. Sorry, but she's a bitch. 42 with two kids and acts like some dumbass teenager who wants a man who's got everything, but doesn't bother putting in the work to get herself ahead. Whatever, man. I'm not with that. At least the girl I'm talking to knows what she wants and will go for it rather than wait for a man to fulfill her wishes. She'll be waiting for a very long time if she's trying to do that with me as I am still in school trying to fulfill my dreams. I also noticed that she has no ass so it's cool to not deal with her, :) I can't deal with a girl who's got no figure. I do thank her for her help, but that's where it ends.